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The recipe for the appetizer actually comes from KeyIngredient.com, but I found it via <a href="http://pinterest.com/">Pinterest</a>, this fantastically addicting site. (Seriously, don't click that link if you don't have a ton of time to waste.)<br />
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This was fairly easy to make, looked impressive, and tasted delicious. I was a little iffy about how it was going to work, with the biscuits and the cream cheese mix, but it was basically like veggie dip, veggies, and buttery bread, and the flavors really complicated each other. To make it, you just slice up crescent roll dough, bake the slices in a circle, mix up the veggie dip, spread the dip on the dough circle, and sprinkle veggies on top. Our party was a big one, so I made two, and only three pieces were left at the end of the night!</div>
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On <a href="http://pinterest.com/">Pinterest</a>, I had also seen adorable hot chocolate cupcakes that used candy canes to add handles to them, creating the shape of a mug. Unfortunately, the picture was just a picture, not a recipe, so I used a recipe I found on another blog, minus the the bark and plus the candy canes and some other decorations.</div>
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The cupcakes were simple, but turned out very flavorful (possibly due to the addition of actual hot chocolate on top of the cocoa powder), and the frosting just required peppermint extract to turn normally yummy buttercream into a smooth, crisp topping that perfectly lightened up the dense chocolate of the cake. I only used the minimum amount of milk recommended by the recipe in order to make the buttercream look more like whipped cream, and then I topped them with chocolate sprinkles, mini-marshmallows, and small, Christmas-y nonpareils. People loved them!</div>
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Those recipes were both major hits at the family party. I've also made some extra treats to give as presents; I made these last year, too, and they were well-received.</div>
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Incredibly easy and pretty, these treats can be made with regular kisses, striped hugs, or my favorite: candy cane kisses. The candy cane ones bring an extra bit of flavor to the treat, and make them look even more festive. (The picture is just of regular kisses and hugs; I wrapped up my treats before realizing I forgot to photograph them.) To make this quick and tasty gift, just put hugs/kisses on top of pretzel squares on a wax-paper-lined baking sheet, melt them for five minutes, top with Christmas M&Ms, and then let them set in the fridge. A big bag of pretzels, a normal-sized bag of M&Ms, and two bags of candy cane kisses made enough for two families plus a couple handfuls for my boyfriend and I to enjoy. ;)</div>
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Let me know if you try out any of these recipes, and have a fantastic, fun, and peaceful holiday season!</div>
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But soon, it will look like this:<br />
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You will not want to leave your house. You will need comfort, and what is more comforting than easy-to-make, fairly-healthy food? Hopefully this post can help. I have compiled my favorite recipes for warm, delicious dinners; none of them are actually my recipes, but I have used them many times and swear by them. Maybe they will become staples in your kitchen, too!<br />
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I rely heavily on this blog, especially now that I'm, as they say, "in between jobs." The author is a fantastically-skilled, penny-pinching cook, and this recipe is divine. The main ingredient is butternut squash, which is great from the summer/fall farmer's markets but can be found, during winter, in supermarkets. She estimates a total cost of $7.55 for 6 servings, and only an hour and a half total prep and cook time. The result is a yummy pasta mush almost like mac 'n' cheese, but much healthier, and tangy, too.<br />
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Here's another butternut squash one. This recipe comes to us from supermarket giant Wegmans. (I hope they don't mind me sharing their recipe!) If you have a Wegmans around you, you're at an advantage for this one, since they use their own brands of basting oil, butternut squash soup, and tortelloni, but I'm sure you could find substitutions at other stores. Unlike the previous recipe, which had some kick to it, this recipe is all comfort: mild, creamy, cheesy goodness.<br />
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This recipe may not really be easy or too quick, but I had to include it because boy, is it worth it. My boyfriend had been dropping hints about wanting a good lasagna, but as I'm not a huge fan of pasta sauce, I looked for an alternative and found this savory, smooth piece of heaven. Layers of nutty mushrooms, béchamel sauce, and parmesan cheese come together to make an impressive dish to pass at a holiday meal or to freeze and save for a tasty end to a stressful day.<br />
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Ah, butternut squash appears once again. I just can't stay away from it in the winter! This Eating Well recipe also uses cauliflower, another great winter veggie. Roast the vegetables together – an excuse to turn the oven up real high and heat your house a little extra – and then pile them on top of a great mush of Parmesan-infused polenta. One bite and that winter chill you accumulated throughout the day will finally leave your bones (until the next morning).<br />
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Don't wait for the first snowfall to start trying these recipes! Let me know how it goes, or if you have your own favorites you'd like to share. I'm constantly searching for new cooking ideas!<br />
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Last weekend, I participated in the Occupy Rochester protest that was part of the Global Day of Action against big banks and government failure to create an even-remotely-close-to even distribution of wealth. This was my first time participating in an Occupy action, but I have been following the movement since a couple weeks after its beginning, and I am proud to say that I finally had the chance to join the cause.</div>
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Since September 17h, people of many different backgrounds, age groups, political parties, and lifestyles have staked out Zuccotti Park on Wall Street. The movement was inspired by Adbusters, but has no one person or organization as its head organizer or speaker. Despite popular descriptions by reporters, these people are not "dirty hippies" or an unorganized, ignorant, purposeless group. They are the recent college graduates who are $100,000 in debt from student loans and cannot find anything but a minimum-wage retail job. They are the single mothers who eat one meal a day so their children can eat three, and work full-time dead-end jobs. They are the teachers who have lost their faith that the education system could provide bright futures for their students. They are the 60-somethings who are terrified of retirement because their promised benefits are dwindling. They are the disabled who cannot afford to not work, or those who suffer from life-threatening illnesses and cannot afford treatment. They are the young couples who believed in the American dream of homeownership only to have their houses foreclosed upon by big banks. They are America's tired, hungry, disenchanted, broke, scared, and angry. They are the 99% of the population who are trampled on by the 1%, the country's richest and most clueless inhabitants. They are ready for change.</div>
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Chances are, if you are reading this blog, you are part of the 99%. If you are my friend, my relative, or even just my acquaintance, you certainly are. You know what it's like to live paycheck to paycheck. You owe money to the credit card companies, banks, or maybe to your own friends and relatives, or you fear that one day, you might, when your company downsizes or you are diagnosed with cancer or your parent or child falls on hard times and needs your financial assistance. I do not expect all of my readers to get up from their couches or desks right now and join the fight, but I do want you to understand that these people occupying Wall Street and cities all over the world are not "the other," not violent, horrible people, but your neighbors, coworkers, and fellow citizens who have burdens like yours.</div>
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These people are exercising their rights as citizens in a democracy. Will they succeed in bringing about change? It is unlikely, I'll admit, but only time will tell. If we can get enough support, show the 1% that we mean business, maybe something will happen. At least, if you do like I did and stand outside in the freezing wind for hours marching and holding a sign, you can know that your voice was heard by someone. If the movement can grow enough and manage to resist efforts by the police forces and other government parties to stifle it, I'd say we have a good chance of making <i>something</i> happen.</div>
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<a href="http://www.adbusters.org/campaigns/occupywallstreet">Occupy Wall Street @ Adbusters</a></div>
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<i>Next Post's Topic: Recipes for Easy Winter Vegetarian Comfort Food</i></div>swedgemeghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02734298417563473621noreply@blogger.com1Rochester, NY, USA43.16103 -77.610921943.0683715 -77.768850399999991 43.253688499999996 -77.4529934tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5676960417481998857.post-76682386877954818002011-10-17T17:56:00.000-07:002011-10-17T17:57:00.575-07:00Beginnings<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I suppose that, in my first post, I should give a little background about myself and why I chose to write this blog. Right now, I live in Rochester, NY, in an apartment about 20 minutes from where I grew up. I have a dead-end, incredibly stressful job in a field that completely does not interest me. I am attending graduate school in the hopes that I can one day find a job that I will actually enjoy, and it is very challenging and time-consuming. My family as I have always known it is slowly unravelling as my mother undergoes treatment for cancer and my younger sisters prepare to graduate high school and move on to their colleges. I have come to consider it a successful day if I manage to haul my ass out of bed on time, make it through the work day without snapping at a customer or royally messing something up, find some sort of food for dinner for my boyfriend and I, and make it to bed by midnight.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I am 22. Something about this life does not seem right.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I have decided that my life needs a facelift of sorts (though I suppose that is a bad metaphor, as I absolutely hate the cosmetic surgery industry). Through this blog, I aim to find the motivation to share parts of my life that I find interesting with others, which will force me to actually see what in my life is worth sharing. There are, really, a lot of things: insights from my graduate classes, delicious recipes I find and try out, films I am dying to review, causes for which I love to speak, inspiring events I attend (like the Occupy Rochester protest, which will be the focus of my next post). In sharing these things with you, I hope to inspire others to examine and possibly revamp their lives, too. I will end this post with the poem that inspired the name of this blog, one by the wonderful poet Derrick Brown, who has a fantastic sense of humor about all the things people take too seriously.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">"Woman Sleeping in a Room Full of Hummingbirds"</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">by Derrick Brown</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Teased by success.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">We're like vampires in a tampon factory.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">It doesn't have to be that way.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">The only good monologue has mistakes.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I will read out of this book of drawings.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">This is a book of lovers/freaks I tried to change.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I had new visions of them and tried to draw them all in a book.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">The strange thing is... my drawings kind of look like you.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">In some ways you look like the star of the wheelchair parade.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">This one lover and I went everywhere in our wheelchairs.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I couldn't convince this lover that someday, I needed to stand on my own.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">So it ended ugly and they rolled out of my life forever.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">This is a self-portrait.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I drew myself as a Bengal Tiger smacked up out of its orange.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Pacing, just pacing until my next meal. Grrr.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Shading's a little off.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I call it "Hushing my legs out to the twilight poison</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">of h-h-h-hot bitch knife flavored lip gloss -in still life."</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">This was the point in my life where I babbled too much</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">and that shooed away inspiration.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I didn't have a grasp of what was happening to my heart</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">until after the first break up. I won't bore you with anything</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">but the necessary details but let's just say I was plowing anything</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">that smelled disinfected and didn't wear pookah shells.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I was fake.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I tried all kinds of leadership seminars</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">to shirk these feelings of being fake.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I started making lists to get the stripes back on the tiger.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I was watching my stripes slip from my spine,</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">laying there on the ground like a bunch of parentheses.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Not to sound self-righteous, but the lists became my glue to become myself again.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">It was text I had crafted from a place I didn't ever know existed.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">No bald headed philosophies. Just boot strap shit.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Go away therapy. Flush home pills. Make lists.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">My lists started out strange.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">When I got to the end of them,</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I felt beautiful, but yes, they did start out strange.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">#1. Do something rebellious to get out of your comfort zone.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">My first graffiti art said, "Don't pierce your babies ears.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">They don't like it and no one thinks it's cute except for you</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">and your friends with jet skis."</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">That felt pretty bitchin' and looked kinda gangsta in a Mormon sorta way.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">#2. Write something down that is impossible and write it as possible.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">It took me awhile but I came up with this little gem.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">"Be on time."</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">There was a whole bunch I made, which are a bit embarrassing,</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">but the last one became my favorite.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">#46.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> </span></span><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">One day, when you are tired of being broken,<br />carefully strap little LED lights to hummingbirds,<br />at least 52 of them<br />and release the birds in your lover's bedroom at night.<br /><br />When he or she asks what is going on,<br />tell him or her to be still,<br />lay there like idiots,<br />make some dumb wishes and </span></span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">enjoy your shooting stars</span></span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">.<br />The ones you made on your own.</span></span></i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Make endless wishes.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">The birds can take it.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></span><br />
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<i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Next Post's Topic: Occupy Rochester</span></i>swedgemeghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02734298417563473621noreply@blogger.com0Rochester, NY, USA43.16103 -77.610921943.0683715 -77.768850399999991 43.253688499999996 -77.4529934